Wednesday, December 29, 2004
subtle shoutouts.
Instructions: Write 10 statements meant for different people, never tell which one is who
1* It is how different of us to get together; your introvertness, selectiveness and the culture that is instilled in us has actually brought us together. The facial expression between us two are the same; no smiles thus, causing all the dao-ness people potray us as. But when we are together, we magnifest lame-ness, staring, craziness - the total different side of us. We have endless of topics to talk about, our struggles, our disagreement towards certain thing. We shared moments of tears and joy from the time we got to know each other. The special thing between us is that we always hope in one another. That's the magic. (: You know I love you, don't you? <3
2* I'm encourage by how much you've grew and how much you had trusted in Him for a better situation. We may not be the best of friends or the closest of all but there's always a place in my heart for you. Your single-mindedness in wanting to serve Him has spurred me even more in this race. I love the rides home with you though you're the one that always alights first. The conversation we engaged were precious and I just love how different in age we are yet we open up and share. Vividly I remember kissing you when you told me you missed me. That, touches me a lot. Really. And if I haven't tell you that I love you, here it is "ILOVEYOU" <3
3* You grew a lot, a lot more. Your desire in bring people, loving the word of His and how much you've escalated in accounting, submissivity and being an armour bearer shows how much you love Him. Not because of me that you've grown but of how much you want to be like Him. It is all about decision. We may not have spent a lot of time, but I want to let you know that the talk we had after carolling, all the way up to 2am, I love it. I love you, more than my actions have shown. <3
4* Your frank-ness in speech, your desire in wanting to change in vulgarities, I applaude. It may not be a drastic change, but you're progressing bit by bit. No matter how far you may have strayed away times and times again, you held on to Him tightly. You are one that knows what should and what should not be left out in life. I'm touch by how much you can clique well with your people. Others may not perceive the way I did, but I care no longer. Because you are special in my eyes. You are. <3
5* Things may not be so smooth between us. You may even, at times, think that I'm not trustworthy, because of the people I always hang out with. But no, all the conversations we had before, I breathe no single word to anyone. Because we are covenanted. I seen so much growth in you; how firm you stood as each tidal wave crashes your life, how much you obeyed God throughout each and every and how much you have, personally, touched my life. I'm happy to have the privilege to share my life with you. No matter how many misunderstandings people may have towards you, I want to let you know from the depth of my heart that I love you. Not for the sake of saying, but I mean it. <3
6* You are muddle head! You are easy to be tricked! You are straight-forward! Haha. Seriously, I know not when and how we became so close. I only remembered one fateful camp that I went up to you and asked for your contact. If I'm not wrong, you were wearing a blue Nike tee shirt. I thank you for all the advices you had given me when I needed. I'm so dependent to you, in some ways, that I can't afford to lose such good friend. Forever. Words can't express how much you have impacted and helped changed my life but they are always remembered in my mind and heart. I've said ILOVEYOU umpteen times. And so, I want to let you know that you are immovable in my heart. <3
7* I love talking to you. Though sometimes you can go so fast that I lost track of what we are touching on, I never failed learning things from you. You grew so much, so much more. From the time I know you; when you were still carrying a pink bag. Though we may have stepped on each others toes, I love the look on your face when you realized it. Your inability of consoling people is what I love. Because for every word that comes out, is genuine and it make me feel so love. Undeserve love. And if anytime, that we will be seperated from our monthly adventure, I know that WE WILL PROTEST! Haha. I love you so so much. <3
8* 3-in-1. I thank you all of being there for me when I grow up. Just like how I've been there for you all too. XD For all the silly moments of stomping off (when we were young) and raking up our ancient family matters just to argue. I will never forget NVPS' badminton court; a place for us to talk and talk and talk. Also, how much we actually difted but eventually, got back together. It is how amazing how all this can maintain so nicely. Strong foundation I believe. As we grow up, we might not have so much time for each other but I hope that our quarterly meeting up will still be an important date in our calendar. An undivided love for all three. <3
9* Thank you for year 2003. Helped me learnt so much more. Though we may not be as close as before, I thank you for all the laughters, angers, painful and life values you had inflicted in me, creating a whole new chapter in my life. Knowing that you're picking up now, I'm really happy. Maybe when we grow much older, we can catch up with one another's life at some cozy cafe. <3
10* We shared moments of lame-ness and crappiness. All the corrections from me when each time you mention "k" or "kk". It wasn't a one-sided lesson but I, Jiayi, has personally learnt from your life. No matter what has happened or how little we talk now, I'm silently praying for you. You are my good friend, my best friend. You will never be forgotten. <3
maoed.]
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